Smile to the world, and it’ll smile back.



Me and the Abercrombie & Fitch model (Paris)


I’m a house of cards in a hurricane,

A reckless fire in the pouring rain,

She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel ♥


Time.

It just takes time, realizations, and a little strength. Depression is one of the worst things because while you can see a positive side to every bad thing that happens, you just can’t see it in depression. I used to be a self harmer. I used to want to kill myself. I used to think it wasn’t worth at all. Ok, maybe, it’s too early to use the past tense used to, since it’s been a very short time that I’ve been better. Still, it’s a great improvement to me. Three days without thoughts of cutting and/or suicide. Three days wanting to do something creative, feeling inspired, laughing. The people around me all noticed this. I may not be over depression, in fact, I’m probably still depressed but I finally see a sparkle in the darkness. After all this time, I finally believe it’ll end someday. I just have to be strong, be true to myself and start treating myself better. I can do this. I won’t relapse.

This time, guys. It’s gonna end.

Everyday, the sun comes up again, a little hope begins and it starts with you ‘cause you get me through it. And everyday, I’m closer to the shore, I smile a little more and because of your faith I get closer now everyday. ♥



I loved the earrings and the make up here.


thosecrimsontears:

I’m in my pajamas already. It’s been a long day, but quite bearable.